Eileithyia

Suavidades       No silêncio que afago com as minhas mãos encolho um tímido estremecer. Parece que o quente trepidar do céu ausente me fez tecer as lágrimas que agora chovem no seu regaço e a saciam de uma sede quase asfixiante. Parece que ainda ontem segurava o futuro tangível, mas hoje a calma do equilíbrio tinge de cores frescas a indelével marca dos sorrisos que vou recolhendo, sem piedade, à medida que deslizam à frente de meus olhos os momentos em que o meu corpo se entregou aos devaneios impostos pela minha mente.       Aqueci o pudor demente e deixei que a luxúria fosse e

Life has no meaning When you pass through A broken mirror And the image reflected on it Is you having no soul. The sound that you hear Can't reach your brain And you infinitely search For a reason… Can you please stop Pushing me away? No longer will I survive For a reason… And misunderstood words Are pushing me away. Intact to a never-ending speech, I used to kill myself Wandering through A sea of undefined misdeeds. Now I just want to disappear And never come home again. Your scent can no longer Leave a trace on me. No more… no more. No longer will I dig My grave under your body…

Atrocity could never end Since the lust for feeling pain Was the strongest wish We wanted to own. Will this be over someday? The questions travel To an ending pond of doubts, Once filled in with anguish. You will never guess How many times have I tried To pull you inside And distrust denied me the pleasure. Now that the ring is broken, Nothing can bind us To a shared eternity. Your cold mind's frozen the paper Of this testimony. The words remain meaningless Towards the strength of your punch On my breast. Could I ever forget? Will I ever forgive? The sins are long gone But the sour taste is on my lips. Nothing is remem